Emotions

ok so um, ik i may have mentioned this alot to my friends, but i never told them exactly what happed so ah yea... So in 2019, we went over to one of my cousins (lets call her vivian) husbands house bc they had just gotten married and we were there to congratulate them and stuff, so downstairs when my dad and vivans husband were playing table tennis, i was sitting right in front of them, and my cousin (lets call him, 'y') was sitting mext to me. suddenly, y put his hand on my thigh. i told him to stop but he just squeezed. then j screamed for him to stop and he quickly pulled his hand away. and then vivian, who was sitting on the couch beside us watching the game, told me not to yell. those blind mfs didnt even see. so anyway, the next day me and him were upstairs playing on his nintendo, when he said that if i win, then i can kick him, but if he wins, he can give me a 5 second hug. i was confused but i said ok. so anyway, i suck at this game, so i lost. after he gave me the hug, i pushed him away but he wouldnt move. he said change it to 30 seconds, i said no. then he said just give me a kiss. then i yelled no, then he said on the cheek and i tried pulling away but hes kept his grip firm. so anyway, i finally managed to break free of his grip after kicking and screaming no and then hitting him, but he still managed to touch me in the no no square... then i ran downstairs to my mom and sat on the couch with her. i didnt say anything for the rest of the day. fastforward, 2-3 months ago he got tiktok and we started talking... i decided to give him snother chance, but in the middle of chatting he said that he loved me and he would do anything for me. thats when i got angry and confused. i blocked him then wrote that he was a fucking pervert, i didnt think he would get the message since i blocked him. anyway, he did. so yesterday, he got another acc on tiktok. he kept sending me messages and i told him to leave me alone. then he said 'why bitch'. and then we had this convo where he kept calling me a bitch and he said stuff like 'fuck you' 'i was just giving you lOvE' LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM?? I WAS CREEPED OUT. I SHOWED MY PARENTS ALL THE MESSAGES AND THEY TOLD ME THAT HE WAS JUST INSANE, BUT THEY DIDNT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT NOW I FEEL SO EMBARRASED BC OF HIM AND IDK ANYMORE.